I'm beginning to understand how it feels to be a living dead. i'm forced to wake up everyday just so i could come to work early. i'm forced to jump off my bed and to forget all of my troubles just so i could catch up with the sleep i need. i go to work 'cause if i don't, i sure would get fired. no work, no money.

I'm not enjoying what i'm doing now.

I wanted to teach. i wanted to draft strategic plans to address administrative issues in the academe. i wanted to attend conferences and exchange thoughts with experts from diverse fields. i wanted to make a difference...

i wanted to be...

...complete. (pasintabi sa centrum commercial.)